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&&CALLING;

VIVIENE


&&SCREAMIT;

SKYLA "SKY" NATASHA


&&SHELFLIFE;

SIXTEEN


&&BODYANALOGY;

I guess she just looks like any other girl on the outside. When she was first weighed and measured straight after birth, she was 7lb 7oz and 53cm. She was just average, therefore, no one made much attention to silly little details like that. There was the occasional, 'aw isn't she cute' but ... being the last after five sisters and three brothers, she was hardly ... fussed over. Growing up, she was always the little skinny thing, always being told off for being a wimp by her reletively strong family. Her brother was put into jail when she was only 5 years old, and her sister was often taking drugs in the house, so suffice it to say she was always going to turn out with a slightly rebellious side. Anyway, more on her looks. As she grew older, she stayed at a decent height, and was always just slightly underweight, nothing drastic though, she was never anorexic or anything like that she was simply ... thin. She was always jealous of friends when they had biggers chests than she did, and to this day she's still only just a 32B. Which is suprising. You'll find out soon enough why. She's had her ups and down, sitty days and perfect days. She's always changing is Sky, and she knows she is. Her looks aren't something she's always bothered about. She has plump lips and greyblue eyes, and very pale skin. She doesn't really tan that well, although she's a natural brunette. She's quite bony and skinny and wears small size clothing most on the time, and basically there's nothing much to her. Oh, she hates her feet and thighs, because her weight seems to load on her thighs, but she exercises and keeps it down.


&&PERSONA;

How can I put this? Sky is lonely ... beyond compare. She get's so preoccupied in thought sometimes, that she doesn't know who she is. All she's ever wanted was a decent friend, and she's never had it. She's never had anyone to spill her secrets to, to talk to just randomly, to call in the middle of the night crying her eyes out asking for a place to stay. Instead she had to sleep on the streets when her mom kicked her out. During school, she was always the weird kid, the one everyone laughed at the one with no friends who sat on the bench on their own eating their lunch, and used to play by themselves. she missed out on so much, and she was always a sad little girl.So haunted and rejected. As for boys, they only ever took advantage of her, she used to be beat up a lot by girls and boys, and then as she approached 10 or 11, the older boys used to eel her breasts, or what she had of them. And touch her woman hood, nothing oral just a simple touch and it was like, 'i just did it with xaria'. She was a quite good looking girl. It was when she was 13 that she got her first proper boyfriend, and she lost her virginity. After that, she was sort of addicted to sex, he got her into smoking too. But there was something else about this rejected girl, her best friend Kelsey. Yes, she finally had a best friend, always ysed to say stuff to her like, i want to kiss you and stuff like that ... and Sky did, Sky kissed her, and she actually enjoyed it. From then. She's classed herself as bisexual. She's not that bitch really. She can be quite stubborn and arrogant, and she can make some bitchy comments but she's not overly bitchy.

&&STUPIDBITCH;

It was dark, and the shadows cast around by the flickering street lights frightened the newly born baby Sky. Her mother Ann pushed the pram with confidence, only two months after the birth of her ninth child, she was back wearing sexual clothes. Every single one of the Viviene children had different fathers, that's why they all kept their mother's surname, how confusing would that family be if each one had different name.
Sky never even got to know her fathe,r nothing was ever spoken about him, like he was some sort of satan. Growing up her siblings, the younger ones, used to tell her her daddy was a bad man, and he'd got mommy pregnant by hitting her. Sky never really understoond, and simply ignored them. How could she understand, to her, this man hit mommy to bring her into the world. Sky used to ask her mother questions like 'if i hit you will you have a baby?' and things like that. She didn't understand that her father was a rapist.
Years went by, and she still never found out. School was just another chore like washing the dishes or feeding the dog or cleaning the bathroom, something she hated to do but had to do it, was FORCED to do it. She hated school so so much. The other kids used to exclude her from everything, she was always the one without a partner, in the corner, with her hand up when the teacher asked, who hasn't got a partner. That was her. Yes.
She couldn't stand going to school and being the one that got beat up and robbed of their lunch money, going home with nothing in her belly, and with a bruise around her eye. She hated it so, so much. The boys used to take advantage of her when they beat her up, by touching her chest and private area, she never kicked up a fuss, she knew in the end, she'd be the one that got told off. - For being such a wimp. After all her family had a pretty rough reputation. When she was born, her oldest sibling was 20, and her monther was 33. Yep. Thirteen when she had her first child. Things were ... scruffy, and common in their family, according to the other kids anyway. And when Sky was a wimp she'd simply get threw out of her house, live on the streets for a while, before her mom came crawling to her crying. 'Oh I'm so sorry Sky'. And then everything'd be back to normal, until a couple of weeks later, and she got beat up again. Her first boyfriend came and went. And she lost her virginity to him. But, for once in her life, she was happy, because she had a best friend, and also something else. Kelcey and Sky ... used to kiss. That's right, she's bisexual.
When she hit fourteen, her mom found out about their little partnership, and slung her out again, a week went by, nothing, five weeks went by, her mother had disappeared off the face of the planet, then she saw her sister, and sked her how they all were. 'Mom's dead Sky. She got killed by YOUR little girlfriend Dad. Turns out they were screweing, she didn't want to, she wanted YOU to be happy. Even if it was with a girl. He killed her.'
Her mom was dead. ... because of her?!
She fled ... and just before her fifteenth birthday she got a little studio and a little job, and that's when she was raped. And she fell pregnant. She stayed out of sight for the whole pregnancy, only going to hospital when she needed to. Now, if anyone stops her, in school, wit Parker, her son, she simply says, he's her brother. And her mom's dead. Parker is now 11 months old. And not one person knows the truth about her life.


&&CAREER;

WORKS PART TIME AT GIRL'S BEST FRIEND


&&EDUCATION;

HIGH SCHOOL


&&ANIMALS;

NONE


&&PLAY;

UH .... NO!


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